With my cats....

Sometimes I get into my "loner" modes. I long to move away into some mountains somewhere with a bunch of animals...you know, be one of those weird people with cats..

I get into moods where the Christian circle feels so....judgmental. And it's not....I can't put my finger on why I feel that way, no person has ever made me feel judged....but sometimes I just feel like I'm not good enough, like no one wants me there....

And then I realize what my problem is...I'm not focusing on Christ Himself. I am focusing on me.
Gosh I suck sometimes.